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SanZuh

  7 months ago

#CelebrateLife
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The day I saw her for the first time gratitude filled my heart ,eyes captivated her , the word love seemed too small to describe what I felt for her.I completely forgot the havoc I went through.A beautiful journey of self discovery and love started between me and my baby daughter,but it wasn't easy. Getting used to a different routine with her ,going through physical changes ,coping with house chores,time managemment was always an issue for me and an extra responsibility made me anxious, i got anxiety attacks.Doing one thing i would be thinking about the next and when the next finished i would probably have to change nappy or feed my baby but i couldnt enjoy the moments because i would be anxious and thinking about other things.I would always feel a guilty mom who didn't take care of her baby well.
I needed to do something about myself so I took a moment and reflected on my habits and worries. I decided I wouldn't panic about chores which ultimately can be done if not in 1 hour ,let it happen in 2 ,and if not today let it take the other day it doesnt matter.This is life and work never finishes ,you have to cope with it .Gradually I stopped thinking about trivial chores and issues and started spending quality time with my baby .This realization was blissful, things started to fall in its place and I celebrated life .The time I spent with her i wouldn't think about other things,i would enjoy her every move ,her gaze ,her wanting me.I celebrated each and every moment with my baby she took me out of anxiety which could have led to depression.
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